I wanna c in 3D!

I wanna c in 3D!

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Nobody ever seems to know the real you. not even your best friends. I mean sure you talk about your life with them, trade a few secrets but when its time to go home they have no idea what your life is like when they aren’t with you. Well let me tell you what my life is like behind the closed doors of my home. Let’s start with my brother, although he’s away at university in Chicago I talk to him as much as I can and a consider him to be my best friend. the kid truly is my rock and I’m fortunate enough to have such a great relationship with him. then there’s my dad. sweet, loving guy and thank god he isn’t the over protective kind, sure he still watches out for his little girl but he doesn’t get obsessive about it. my dad and I have a great relationship and I can tell him anything, but lately he has been getting home late due to working two jobs thanks to this shithole of an economy (thanks for that obama) and I haven’t seen much of him. which sucks because it makes my life more difficult, since now that that he isn’t around all that much anymore I have to spend more time alone with mom. Mom. Just saying that word makes me cringe. she is nothing like a mother should be. mothers should be warm, and loving and the first person you turn to when you want to talk or get advice. mothers are suppose to want to spend a day with their daughter shopping and having “girl time.” it seems that everyone that I know has a good relationship with their mom other then the times they have their little disagreements. not me, not my mom. The woman I have to live with causes all the negativity and pain I feel in my life. the person who makes me question myself and makes me walk around feeling all this hate and uncertainty about why I’m not good enough. she’s abusive, and cruel and when I try to confide in her she just argues what I have to say. she literally throws a tantrum about anything and everything and puts so much pressure on my shoulders. instead of loving me she’s constantly points out my flaws and insults the way I look, what my grades are like, and things from my past she knows hurt me real bad. if I ever make a mistake, i know i will never be able to live it down because she brings ever mistake i ever made in life back up in every argument we have. the worse part about all this is that she’s fake around other people. she acts like we are the big happy family infront of everyone else that all I get all bitchy and bitter because I won’t play along and just pretend everything is ok. sometimes a stay at school longer then I need to so that I don’t have to go home and deal with her. I just want out. cause that woman is not my mom. you know how kids who were adoptive say she’s my mother but not my mom, that’s exactly what I’m saying. I don’t put up with her shit anymore I spit in her face when she tells me what to do because I want to set the record straight that she doesn’t have that control over me anymore. if she comes after me aggressively I’ll hit her back. she sucks the life out of me and I need someone to take me away from it all. so you wanna know what my life is like behind closed walls. I have an older brother, a chocolate lab, and a dad.
but I don’t think I ever had a mom.

the highlights of my vacation to Florida. and yes I took all these pictures.

the highlights of my vacation to Florida. and yes I took all these pictures.

totally did this during the superbowl hehehe <3

totally did this during the superbowl hehehe <3

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Victorious + Cat + Ariana Grande = loyal, loving fan &lt;3

Victorious + Cat + Ariana Grande = loyal, loving fan <3

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one tree hilllll :’)

one tree hilllll :’)

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mama is craving waffles for realz

mama is craving waffles for realz

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I&#8217;M REALLY CRAVING WAFFLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’M REALLY CRAVING WAFFLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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my favorite two girls<3

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cutest couple in HOLLYWOOD. 

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